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Nametag I - Systems College Miri, Sawarak.

Name-tag I - Systems College Miri, Sawarak

1. Newest update picture. My name original name Eswandy Khardiwarjo Kamanu. Age 18 years old.
2. Latest picture owner by name tag. My partner Rosidy Rachel. Age 22 years old. First crop any picture u like.
3. Lastly, new update picture for December. Awww, love it. :)

No quality Information, hope you like it :) .

" good time "

Hi Everyone :D . Still remember me, I'm Eswandy Khardiwarjo . I'm working as Modeling and Photograph Miri of my part - time . And also I'm Student College . sm:)e 

I'm Eswandy Khardiwarjo Kamanu 

My friends : Cythia, Eldy, Greygory, Deszie, Flora, Angela, Catherine, Ella, Jacklyn, Harrisson, Achlinton and Nilla Jang .

Hi September 2012 !

Hi Everyone :) ... " The A Team " " Good Time " and " Happy "

Mood Raya ! ... love you . ;)

I'm now New World Suites Bintulu ... Love u ! ;)

My College Story 2012

I love my sporting friends !

By the ages 18, 19 , 20 n 21 tok ! I love it !

Study class make me bored n taken picture ugly face !

I'll CHAMPION !

Me again !

30 Hari Tersebut

* Hari 1: Memperkenalkan, gambar terkini diri sendiri, 15 fakta menarik.

* Hari 2: Pengertian di sebalik nama blog anda.

* Hari 3: cinta pertama anda.

* Hari 4: Ibu bapa anda.

* Hari 5: Sebuah lagu untuk dipadankan dengan mood anda.

* Hari 6: gambar sesuatu yang membuatkan anda bahagia.

* Hari 7: filem Kegemaran.

* Hari 8: Sebuah tempat yang anda telah berkunjung ke.

* Hari 9: gambar-gambar pilihan kawan terbaik anda.

* Hari 10: Sesuatu yang anda takut.

* Hari 11: menunjukkan tv Kegemaran.

* Hari 12: Sesuatu yang anda tidak keluar rumah tanpa.

* Hari 13: Matlamat.

* Hari 14: gambar anda tahun lepas - bagaimana telah anda berubah?

* Hari 15: ayat Alkitab.

* Hari 16: Dream rumah.

* Hari 17: Sesuatu yang anda tidak sabar untuk.

* Hari 18: Tempat Favorite untuk Makan.

* Hari 19: Sesuatu yang anda terlepas.

* Hari 20: Nama samaran.

* Hari 21: Picture Kegemaran diri anda SEMUA MASA Mengapa?

* Hari 22: Apa yang ada dalam beg anda?

* Hari 23: idea anda tarikh pertama yang sempurna.

* Hari 24: Sesuatu yang telah anda pelajari.

* Hari 25: Sesuatu yang anda mengidamkan banyak.

* Hari 26: Dream Wedding anda.

* Hari 27: Gambar asal bandar anda tinggal.

* Hari 28: Sesuatu yang menekankan anda keluar.

* Hari 29: 3 Wishes.

* Hari 30: gambar anda sendiri pada hari ini dan 3 benda-benda yang baik-baik yang berlaku sejak anda mula cabaran.

I'm turning 18 already

Few years back I remembered I was just 15 and now I'm going to turn 18 in advance! What an amazing years you've  passing by. Thank you for all the great times, hard times and in between times. For all the lessons i've learnt, a change, a growth, ups and downs. They've thrown so many curve balls at me, i don't have the strength to fend off sometimes. Although it's difficult today to see beyond the sorrow, may looking back in memory help to comfort me tomorrow. 

18 seemed like a landmark age for me. I pray to Allah to bring such people in my life who will always remind me of Him. Life has shown me so many amazing things, that I'm resilient and a survivor, with a strong set of wings. I’m thankful and grateful for all of this Ya Allah. Alhamdulillah for the gift of life. I praise You Allah, for how You have directed my steps. I do thank you for how You have led me these 21 years.

ok,next. cukup bajet mat saleh disituu

Mengharapkan perubahan angga umur ini membawa kepada perubahan kematangan dalam hidup. ahaks. matang kan ayat saya. saya? o.O" ohh baiknya. Banyak benda yang perlu difikirkan untuk masa depan. eh tapi orang yang nak masuk 21 ni suka cakap pasal kawin kawin ye? hehe! ke gatal. ok fine. nak kata i gatal lettew.

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bagi menaikkan semangat berblog. Letak muka sendiri dulu kan .
P/S : Life is amazing sometimes..i just learnt to appreciate every single moment in LIFE.
SM:)E

Mengikut Cita - Cita

aku tidak dapat terima actually if kawan aku buat macam ini :/

# send message #

Boy : kalau 9 tahun kita tidak pernah jumpa lagi, kamu masih ingat muka aku ? :)

Girl : -.-" tentulah. Kalau nama mungkin aku masih ingat. Kenapa ?

Boy : kak habis sekolah, aku mahu sambung belajar di luar negara. Tapi mesti ambil masa yang lama, mungkin kita tidak dapat jumpa lagi :)

Girl : kamu belajar dekat mana ? kamu ambil apa ?

Boy : aku mahu kejar cita - cita aku, InsyaAllah berkat usaha aku, aku jadi orang yang berjaya and aku dapat pulang jumpa kau :)

Girl : :( -.-" aku mahu ikut

Boy : tidak payah lah ikut aku, kejar impian kau. Suatu hari pasti kita akan jumpa lagi

Girl : aku mok ikut kau :(

Boy : Tidak boleh. Bidang aku lain dengan cita cita kau :)

♥  SEDIH ♥

True Love

What is true love ? The true love is something that everyone wants to feel, but it is a fact that only a little part of the people has the luck to meet her. What is actually the true love? That is the most beautiful thing that can happen to someone, because that is one shared feeling. When you meet someone and fall in love with him that is not the true love still. If this person shares your feelings that still is not the true love.

But it is true that this is the first step to that amazing feeling. The true love is something more then falling in love. She is at the first place trust, because without him every relationship is fated and can’t survive a long time. When you have trust in your partner you are anxiety-free. That must be shared because when the one person in the relationship believes in the other, but the other don’t do this, this leads to problems and probably to broke up. The true love is a friendship. You must to can be not only lover to your partner, you must be his friend.

Your partner must be the man from who you can ask for advice and who you can say your secrets, because he will not say to no one else this things, he wouldn’t be betrayed you. It is a true love when you can talk about everything with the person who you are in love with. Exactly the talking is the most important thing for the true love, because when the partners talk, they can find a decision to every problem, which they have. One big part of the couples breaking up, because they can’t or don’t want to talk. When the love is a true love, she can survive everything. Every problem is a test for the feelings and strength of one relationship. The true love is help. When you really love someone you are ready to help him right away and to do everything for him.

Of course this must be shared. The true love is care, because when you are in love with someone you make everything that your partner can feel fine and loved. When the love is a true love this fact automatically eliminates the egoism, because now you are not alone and you must thing about the wishes, which have the person with who you are. When you love someone you want to make him happy. The true love means support too. The feeling when you know that by you stands someone who loves you and every time will support you, is really great. One love is true when the two in the relationship are frank and honest.

The true love is aspiration for acquaintance of the man who you are in love with . When you became well familiarize with your partner, you will find his entire blemish, but you must not aspire to remove them. If your partner’s love to you is real he will make everything possible to remove them himself. When two people can make so that their character fit and when they can make compromises that mean that these people love each other and their love is a true love. To find the true love means to find a perfect match for you, your half. The people are saying that everyone has a half somewhere over the world, but these who meet her are only a little part.

When the love is shared, she is a true love and makes you one better person and the world look like a better place for a living. When you and your partner have the same thinking and the same conception for the life, you can be together a very long time. The true love is when two people want to spend their time together in loving each other and when their love survives all of the obstacles, which they meet during their life together. Furthermore, if the people are able to keep their love the same as it was in the beginning through out the years, you can say that this is true love. Remember that finding the true love of your life is really hard and you may need more than one lifetime to make that happen, but in the end it will be worth it. Make sure that you will never stop searching for the true love, because there is no set date that you will find it and also the true love is likely to appear in odd circumstances.

Cinta ini ....

bila cerita pasal cinta ini kan......

Saja tahu nak suruh i tulis jiwang jiwang. Orang kata first couple itu tidak semestinya first love kita kan? Haha. i tidak tahu sebab tidak expert bab cinta ini. Tapi orang kata jugak. Tidak semestinya kalau kita tidak couple kita tak ada first love! Yang ini boleh la masuk dengan keadaan i sekarang >.<

Malas cerita >.< ? Yang lepas jangan dikenang mak i kata. Sebagai anak yang mendegar kata i terpaksa tutup cerita ni.

Sedih ke?  sedih lah jugak

Cerita laa. i malas nak ingat.

Tak sporting lah u ni. Ya! Bila masuk bab ini i terus jadi tidak sporting. Bab lain i okey.

Chill sudah. Tengah chill sudah ini pun * sambil buat muka begis macam komunis * haha :D

Yalah ! Yalah ! My story ah sikit kan pasal love2x ini. Again. I tidak jiwang, jiwa je cute sikit.

First love, kah kah! Tangkap cinta lah jugak kan . Habis I punya prinsip semua. Tidak guna betul. Ya ! i pernah ada first love, tapi i tidak pernah ada girlfriend. semua ini 1 kesilapan paling bebal dalam hidup i. I tidak patut letak perasaan macam itu pada nya, dan i tak patut berharap. SALAH ! Ya salah i pun. Benda dah jadi.

Bila semua ini jadi, tidak payah cerita lah i punya down itu macam mana kan ? Uncontrolled emotion teruk gila okey. Well, lelaki kan. Emosi lebih. ahh ! bosan sudah cerita. rasanya benda paling bodoh yang pernah jadi dalam hidup i. Nak tahu apa jadi ? Pergi la godek godek entry entry lepas. banyak kot pasal DIA. Malas i nak delete apa yang i tulis. Senang sikit nak cerita dekat anak cucu nanti. Hahaha. Tapi apa pun.

♥ Life is still a long way to go & I’m not interested to meet you in my next chapter of life! ♥ * woww ! ambil kau. Aii duduk London tau dulu *

Before this i tidak ambi pot sangat jiwa jiwa ni. Sebab i rasa waktu itu kecil lagi. Bila terjebak macam ni, rasa nak taubat tidak nak lagi cari okey. Nak kata menyesal, ada lah sikit kot. Tapi ini peringatan lah untuk i. So anyway , habis cerita pasal cinta sudah :D

Love is what ?

owners all love so,people say love is blind. for me, love is a gift to one of his men to assess something that we are not blind in the liver but may be blind in the eye. love verses like now I'm looking for friends not look at his appearance but the heart. I am looking for friends not for money he is but the heart. I am looking for friends not because he was clever, but the heart. Everyone wants to evaluate the heart. But the heart of what we want right? see our friend the handsome vast disappointment. see friends who drink starbucks food we choked. see other friends are brilliant future. we think our friends in the day after tomorrow will be a decent load. Nowadays young women prefer men from the boys urban gray. I do not blame women. because the study shows that men be romantic after age 40tahun. more and more great old man. more and more bitter old woman. mustika queen can help. Staple not only for Hamidah.
man all can not believethe woman said. why? is it only men who mengorat women? but if there are reactions? the wrong women. I also want to say as a man nor woman can be embraced. I will look wear hijab headscarf. I wear a skirt would look right lane where the open. lah note we have a different shape. but believe Lah. men just like to see but the heart will not decay. no man who wants his wife's assets are exposed to the public. because of its exclusive where a husband? yeah there may be some places but not necessarily a man can marry 4 be the source of his passion 4 times. imagine if a woman can marry 4 how? like a factory boss is 4. like a nest 4 animals. like a ship captain is 4. just like heaven, hell 3kali 1x.
trust is very important.when friends say he is out with gentle do not we think Latifah. if a friend out with nazrah do not think naz. naz good for his people. ashamed ashamed to go out with girls. I naz nice boy. If he grabbed you deserve friends already lah. Lisa Surihani he can qualify. further debilitated spouses you. ah over already. I know it is difficult to build trust. who do we think of one hand clapping. beliefs such as extinction of dinosaurs, but ultimately for what? whereas it is the largest and most vicious animal in the world. small small bug is still alive up to this time. because it sticks to the answers themselves.

follow the death of conscience is what people say.but when we are in confusion people would say follow the conscience as well. ah where one wants the follow. I love when I know where his level. follow the words they say feel destroyed, and what I feel like a grain of sugar that is not useful in the sense of his food and drink. it true what people say, the greatest of great theirs. if people are not great with those new to say that the greatest match? sweepers as waste by an accountant? doctor with patient aids? prostitutes with teacher? maknyah with ustazah? I do not think today we can see our marriage, because we do not marry because of faith and love only with the intention of trying to get better soon. it should completely match remains. no short or long term partner. if the first second and third permanent divorce. a new third mate actually called. Marriage is not adopting the brain but the heart. asks if I am wrong please use the brain is not a knife. tok experience mudin enough is greeted me wearing a knife.
may undertake the most difficult.I never promised to turn back on while I love kfc mcd. I never promised to wear jeans when I am afraid the second circumcision. My loyalty is to your happiness. I am happy when you do not have to worry for the faithful. because I did what was best to make you happy. if you think I fear make one, sorry. The only happiness I promise. and still most delicious kfc from mcd.

Cinta Kedua Aku

MasyaAllah, terjatuh cinta lagi aku tok. sik hbs2x cinta aku an budak tu. taubat es :')
>♥<

Ok, gi klinik Satu Malaysia minta ubat cinta and pura2x cinta an nya 24 Jam. Begini ceritanya, time rehat juak i suka nangga nya bha. I keluar kelas dr MLT tu n nangga nya. omg, nya duduk kat lantai b'msj tu. I pula syok2x sgt, n nya nangga i. I terus b'pura2x ckp an kw i sebalik. sebenarnya mauk cover2x sikit dr nya. Waisehman :) . Tu tanda i " SYOK " sudah tok. last2x kenak " SHOCK " dr electricity tu. muahaha :D

( I jujur ini kerana I jatuh " Cinta Kedua Aku " ^___^ )

" Cinta Kedua Aku " masa I umur 18 tahun and April 2012 lah tewk first sight cinta ♥

Character : Budak MA ♥

Budak MA ♥ . Budak MA ♥ i mention ini ialah Budak " Medical Assistant " . Haha, kha2x. well ♥ . i kategorikan dia sebagai " MA " pada masa tu ye. sebabnya dia tua dr i. I sekolah I - System and ambil Diploma Medical Laboratory Technology. so agar i ni org baik, handsome n prihatin. n i jugak yakumalas pegang henpon sudah gara2x mauk jumpanya tu. YAW ♥ ! I x glamor p hati i mmg suci ok ! bukan apa, masa tu i masuk kelas MLT tu. I mmg nervous n hrmmm :'( . mauk nangis i tauk. sik sanggup kamik naik tangga kerana nervous bena. P da sorang Budak MA ♥ tu. alu tunjuk jalan an i . YAW ♥ ! , cuba ala2x dating kat tangki air Taman Tunku sia. YAW ♥ ! ok, rileks2x Eswandy Khardiwarjo :) . ni mmg " SYOK " sgt2x tok. daripada memikir pasal cinta zaman sekolah. kasi buang kat kubur je. Oooppps ! jangan marah ya ;) . nang i bagi ni  ♥ . cantik kha :) . klu x puas sgt ! nang ambil tok sebagai kenangan cinta kitorang :) . I miss u ♥ ♥ ♥

okey, kembali ke kisah " Cinta Kedua Aku ". masa mula2x masuk je kelas tu, hati i tiba-tiba dup dap dup dap. toing toing toing. ha macam-macam bunyi terkeluar kau. hati i tiba-tiba terasa bagai terbang keluar. haha. penuh metarfora di sini. sungguh menipu. dipendekkan cerita i mmg sik best kelas tu. kelas sana mmg best b'kwn cuma x sama perangai i. dr i tunggu  pukul 9.00pg untill 10.00pg tu. cam 1 hour je i tunggu coz i x sabar mauk jumpa an budak " MA " . well, mmg i tersyok sgt ;) . mun dha jodoh an nya. amen2x i the second cinta an nya .

    >__________<

Hooray. . . Hooray. . . Hooray. . . I blh cinta ! I x lagi berumur 13 until 17 years old.
  BOLEH BERCINTA DI ATAS UMUR 18 ! . !

I MISS YOU COZ U SUDAH DA B'PUNYA !

Lepas lebih kurang berminggu2x i pandang-pandang, jeling-jeling dia dari jarak 10 meter. jauh tempat duduk i dengan dia masa " PENGAJIAN MALAYSIA ". tiba2x one day, kw MLT i dapat mengantoikan i. diaorang nampak mata i asyik menjeling-jeling Budak MA ♥. jadi terbongkar lah rahsia i syok kat Budak MA ♥. dengan hasrat yang suci murni, kw MA i pun bertindak sebagai cupid menyatukan i dengan Budak MA ♥ tanpa pengetahuan i. Budak MA ♥ jugak da pasangan rupanya.dari duluk i minat an nya. akhirnya putus minat sudah. n tindak i ialah I MISS YOU ! teragak2x Budak MA ♥ tidak da " SYOK " pada i. takya lah, Budak MA ♥ no mine taste already :) . Jom2x sapa mauk dengar pasal Budak MLT ♥ tok. Budak MLT ♥ tu adalah sama sekelas an I . Jom nangga kat bwh cerita tu :)

I JATUH CINTA KEPADA MLT daripada MA !
bersambung cerita :') . . . episode " CINTA KETIGA AKU "

Menerima Aku Pergi

Aku menangis, bukan kerana aku memerlukanmun, bukan kerana aku mahu kau kembali padaku tetapi kerana " menerima aku pergi " sahaja . Bukan senang kerana aku mahu kau kembali disaat dulu kerana aku akhirnya menyedari sesuatu dari kesilapan aku pada kau untuk melepaskan aku pergi dari kau . :'(

Aku akhirnya dapat menerima perpisahan kitorang dan benar - benar percaya bahawa aku boleh hidup tanpamu :( . Akhirnya aku dapat merasai cinta kitorang adalah tragedi cinta. Kemudian aku tersenyum padamu dan merosakkan segala - galanya. Aku menang dan jatuh cinta padamu sebagai sebuah cerita " Ombak Rindu " . :'( :(

Soal hati tiada dalam senarai list aku. Apatah lagi kawan - kawan sudah bagi nasihat padaku, terimalah nasihat dari kawan - kawan. Terima kasih kepada Hamidah Bte Ahmad kawan bestfriend duduk di sisi ku dan yang lain juak ada bagi nasihat jugak iaitu Nadia Atiqah, Racheal, Shirma, Juliana, Monica, Mohd Irwandi, Dofina dan lain - lain lagi. Banyak kelak nunggah nama sikda dalam list kelak. haha :)

Ok, tiada kasih yang lebih manis daripada kasih cinta dan tiada kasih yang lebih ngeri daripada putus cinta. Setelah mengdengar putus cinta, kita mengundur diri. Seperti sebuah cerita aku telah ulang apabila aku cinta kau. " menerima aku pergi " kerana aku tidak mahu buat kesilapan lagi pada kau . :'( :(

" menerima aku pergi " seperti cinta sejati ialah apabila kita masih mampu tersenyum sambil mendoakan kebahagiaan untuknya walaupun jika terpaksa melepaskannya aku pergi.

Orang yang putus cinta sering kali berakhir dengan air mata.

Cinta yang tidak berbalas itu bagaikan layang - layang putus talinya . :(

Soal " menerima aku pergi " adalah seperti soal cinta. :) tidak tahu macam mana terasa " menerima aku pergi " seperti memori telah bersama dengan nya.

Dan terakhirnya, aku melupakan kau yang aku sangat disayangi amat sukar.

Cinta akan hidup bersama ada waktu, apabila waktu itu mati, maka matilah cinta itu.

Jika kita mencintai seseorang, kita akan sentiasa mendoakannya walaupun dia tidak berada di sisi kita. Akhirnya tajuk aku " menerima aku pergi " :'(

Akhirnya tajuk " menerima aku pergi " sudah habis  ;)

About Me

Hi. I'm Eswandy Khardiwarjo Kamanu my full name. Turning 18 on February 6. I'm the second child of my siblings. I have an older brother and a younger sister. I was raised 95% by my mummy and the rest is by my daddy. I talk to my mom about everything including boys and girls stuff, I don't talk to my dad unless it's about Sport. Still, it feels awkward to talk to him. Sounds ridiculous but true. Anyway, I'm currently waiting for my SPM result to come out. For now, I'm not working. I'm a freelance talent too. I didn't like making friends, sometimes I can be really shy but sometimes I can be " really friendly " . hrm, shy already :')

Cinta Pertama Aku

Yarabi, kalau nak cerita kisah cinta i syok sendiri i panjang la pulak. >x<

gi hospital sakit jiwa tok minta panadol cinta and tido dalam toilet je keja i. I tipu je tu. masa tu buang air besar pun nurse yang cucikan, mengada-ngada ada hati pulak nak jatuh cinta kan. jangan kata buang air, sepanjang masa dok melalak mintak susu je kan. tak sempat nak kenyit-kenyit mata kat baby sebelah pun. ( bulak i je ni, mauk angan2x je ^___^ )

kisah cinta pertama masa I umur lebih kurang 15 tahun and kira2x august lah tewk first sight cinta ♥

Character : Budak ♥

Budak ♥ yang i mention tok, sik maok heboh2x namanya je. i kategorikan dia sebagai " budak " pada masa tu ye. sebabnya bulan nya yg rendah dr i lah. i sekolah riam tu pun ok dokie je. so agak nude and n00b sikitlah. sikit je pun blhlah. tak payah nak perasan lebih2x an org mintak puji glamorous tu. bukan apa, masa tu i pelik dari kalangan dengan kwku. kau bayangkan student taman and lambir, wow. . . super c00l, penuh dengan new member group sendiri. ow yeah dipadah i time tu. haiyo, keja suara i.

okey, kembali ke kisah " Cinta Pertama Aku ". masa mula-mula masuk je kelas tu, hati i tiba-tiba dup dap dup dap. toing toing toing. ha macam-macam bunyi terkeluar kau. hati i tiba-tiba terasa bagai terbang keluar. haha. penuh metarfora di sini. sungguh menipu. dipendekkan cerita i dah tersyok kat budak itu. okey, letak nama dia sebagai Budak ♥, ( sik mauk padah jugak hurufnya, kantoi kelak. senyap je nmanya ) dia pun tengah bercinta dengan orang lain agaknya. Budak ♥ tu lah, da cinta lah tu. ngegeh >__________<

i pendam sorang-sorang jelah perasaan cinta i masa tu. biasala, konon-konon berprinsip,
TAK NAK BERCINTA DI BAWAH UMUR!.

lepas lebih kurang beberapa bulan i pandang-pandang, jeling-jeling dia dari jarak 3 meter. jauh jugak tempat duduk i dengan dia masa dalam kelas T5. tiba-tiba one day, geng bestfriend i dapat mengantoikan i. diaorang nampak mata i asyik menjeling-jeling Budak ♥. jadi terbongkar lah rahsia i syok kat Budak ♥. dengan hasrat yang suci murni, geng bestfriend i pun bertindak sebagai cupid menyatukan i dengan Budak ♥ tanpa pengetahuan i.

dan tanpa disangka-sangka rupanya Budak ♥ pun SYOK kat i jugak. laku jugak i rupanya kan. haha. patutlah sama sebaris meja dengan i kah p jauh sikit lah. meja tepi i lha an tingkap kau tengah bha. bukan pa, time study pun. study still study p lain fikiran i bha. mauk facebook pun yaku malas lah. mauk berborak dengan besties pun sikda borak2x. muka nangga kat sebelah terus muka merah. yarabi, kenapa merah muka ku tok ? ! ? nangga Budak ♥ p bukan nangga nya. nangga sebelah nya gik bha Budak ♥ ♥ second tu. ( curang ku eh, sikda ku curang. blm gik grk an nya. ahaha =D. bukan pa, i tidak gerek an Budak ♥ coz nya bertunang. oh, keja suara ku lah tewk. p dlm hati sygnya ;'( , sedih je. ) . sik ku mrh time u grk an nya. tu u punya hal cinta kha, sikda paksaan lah. ( dalam hatiku padah, putus an nya. PUTUS annya. FAHAM. ahaha, =D ) . Budak ♥ mmg rahsia cinta ku, sik penah ku mengalami hatiku yg SYOK2x sgt, yg tauk pasal Budak ♥ tu. my bestfriends sekelas dengan ku, walaupun cinta sik capai an nya. Me and You ( putus2x kw, boh kw an ku. kau suka an nya. boh depan muka ku. ahaha, bulak ku je ) . Semasa SPM
 

( you and me break je, sebrang lagi. sorry ya ) . . . saya sedih coz sik dapat jumpa an nya gik. nya baik and lucu and mintak puji gik ngegeh lagi. aku menangis sedetik titis mata " Cinta Pertama Aku " coz nya paling istimewa i. Walaupun i always like2x an nya, anggaplah kw. . . ;'( . time SPM, NERVOUS bena tewk. sik study langsung tewk. asyik terfikir an nya. mun jauh dekat juak kitorang time SPM . 3 langkah meja dapat nangga Budak ♥ tu, bukan pa. sebelah i gik bha. First Exam tu, omg. ok2x revision i, when started Budak ♥ datang an ku padah pasal exam tu. paduhal mintak kertas ulangkaji, . cuba datang cium i sekali. ( kurang asam + gula )( angan2x ku tewk, astaga i tewk ). dr first exam until hbs, SYOK2x i nangga Budak ♥ tu. x jauh p dekat. dekat p tak kantoi tiru jawapan. dekat nangga muka je p nya tido ( TIDO, kelak u. u msj i kelak mun mintak tlg revision an u kelak, no way i say. ahaha =D )
hbs spm, i terserempak balik dengan Budak ♥. padah bye, tok last kitorang jumpa. hrp dapat jumpa lagi ya budak minta puji and ngegeh. datang mummy ku ambil, sik sempat dengar pa nya di padah tewk. hrmm, sikpa tu.

tu jelah kisah my first love. " Cinta Pertama Aku " budak sekolah menengah yang i rasa tak ada masa depan pun. setakat CINTA MONYET semata-mata *__* . sekarang i single - mingle by taken games. kalau diizinkan Allah swt, ini cinta terakhir i. InsyaAllah. doakan i dengan Budak ♥  ye *__* . . . ( jangan, ku bulak je. jangan harap i mauk marry nya kelak. x restu daddy i kelak, ahaha. )

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Valentine Day For Single

If you are single, then Valentine's Day may not be greatest time of the year for you. Seeing other people celebrating their love can make one a tad envious. However, don't be let down. Lift your sagging spirits by reading these valentine's quotes and by dreaming of your own happily-ever-after.

Romantic Valentine's Day festival is much awaited by those in love but dreaded by singles!! So much is the hype about the festival that some singles even become depressed about not having a partner several days before the festival when they see stores decorated with candies, chocolates and flowers to lure the one's in love. Some times the sense of isolation becomes so strong that many singles tend to “hate Valentine's Day” - the day that is actually meant to celebrate love.

Many single men and women go to the extent of calling Valentine's Day a ‘Singles Awareness Day'. This is because they feel that the day strongly reminds them of their unattached status and not having someone to spend the day in romantic and much popularized manner. Initials of the day ‘S-A-D' reflect their status of feeling depressed and unloved.

But dateless people must keep in mind that Valentine's Day is not just to be celebrated by romantically involved couples. The festival is celebrated to express love to anyone we are closed to. We can therefore celebrate Valentine's Day with friends, siblings, parents, grandparents, teachers or anyone who made a difference to our lives with their affection and support. We must take opportunity of the Valentine's Day festival to express our love and gratitude to all persons we love. And what better way to do so than by saying it with a gift of roses, chocolates and beautiful cards.

Singles can make the most of Valentine's Day by spending the day in the company of those they love or by indulging themselves with something luxurious. Here are some tips and ideas on how singles can celebrate the Valentine's Day in charming and memorable fashion:

• Pamper yourself
• Freak out with friends
• Acts of Service
• Express Gratitude for friends and dear ones
• Think Positive
• Focus on Relationship Plan

Valentine's Day Poem

True Love Is When A Boy Ask The Girl
For A ‘Kiss’ And The Girl Simply Close Her Eyes
And Allow The Boy For A ‘Kiss’
But The Boy “Kisses” On “Forehead”

 

Sweeter than the candies
lovelier than the red roses
more huggable than soft toys
that’s what you’re
here’s wishing you a valentines day
that’s as special as you’re

Valentine's Day 2012

February 14th of every year is reserved as a day of romance and relationships. Valentine's Day is the one day a couple should express their undying love for one another and celebrate the lives they share together. There is no wrong or right way for a couple to celebrate their love, as it is a personalized expression of what the couple enjoys and represents the feelings that are between two people.

Planning for Valentine's Day can seem daunting, especially for couples who have spent many years together. However, it can be made easy with just a few simple ideas and some creativity.

For new couples, Valentine's Day can set the tone of your relationship and mark the beginning of a lifelong relationship. Couples who have been together for many years may have trouble finding new and romantic
ways to celebrate the special day but there are always new ways to demonstrate love.